Problem.

Then one fine day it appears to you that it was never THEM. It was no problem from the counter party. 

It was not their insensitivity but your over concerned demeanour that got you losses.

I hope now you do realise being who you’re and what you want to be, you cannot expect gardens out of places that do not even offer weeds. 

I wonder after all this you’ll change or continue? 

Continue to be the Ocean with immense depth or will you become shallow now? 

I do not have the right to tell you that people shouldn’t affect you because your pain is YOUR PAIN. And no matter what people say your pain only knows your understanding. 

For now i only conclude that when i was a child i was taught not to expect, But isn’t it totally human to wish for water when you’ve served garders to somebody.

But also we’ve got a great deal to reproach for WE EXPECT when we shouldn’t.

And you, you the person in pain, i can sympathise with you and guarantee you the temporary nature of this span of you feeling unworthy. 

But remember this world will always tell you, it is fault.

And maybe it is, it is your fault to have an approach that does not align with others . 

Maybe it is all your fault that you allow all your smell to soothe and allow your flowers to be plucked and allow your expensive bottle of wine to be stolen only because you want to make sure your existence makes a difference. 

Maybe one day, i dont know how soon the counter party knows that their virtues, not all but few have come from a plant they forgot to water and by the time they realize the plant would be long dead.